Dream

I dreamed about her again.
She came to visit.
She brought gifts.
I think her whole family was here.
She has changed.
We had a good time.
Walking in the garden making silly moves.
Everybody was happy.
At dinner we all started to talk about our lives.
She started to talk about her life.
I hated to hear some things.
I had my second meal.
"Fuck this!!", i screamed.
Threw away my knife and fork.
"I am going to smoke."
Went outside.
It was raining very hard.
I was standing under our old roof.
I screamed as loud as I could.
Hoping nobody would here me.
Nobody did because of the rain.
I looked in a mirror while smoking.
Saw a black cat behind me.
I tried to look where it was.
Fell over some bikes but couldn't find the black cat.
Looked again.
Two cat-eyes staring at me.
Suddenly I am awake, I look if she's online on facebook.
She is, but I let her be.
It's over.