Just like you

You can only give me words that will lead to more pain.
I was longing for this for so long and just at the moment I touched.
It got swept away before my eyes.
And now I'm back where I once began.
I don't know if I could face it again.
Or that I will even get another chance.
I got punished, at least that's how it feels.
Further I go without you holding my hand.
Without my hands warming you.
Laying with your head in my lap.
Sleep till we arrive, with me by your side we push throughout the rain.
And become greater than we are.
Cancel the dreams that could have been made.
Promises gone like you never spoke them out loud.
My children won't have your eyes or your smile.
They won't be there.
I won't be here to witness the canceled dream.
Because I made a new one, just like you.