The fight within myself

Hello, depression. Welcome back. How long are you planning to stay this time? I figured you out lately depression. You only seem to come by when I am at my loneliest.When people seem to leave me like they never cared in the first place. When I am in pain and I don't know where to go. But I know now how to beat you. You won't get me this time my old time friend. But even when I was at my happiest you came by once and held me in your power. No, not this time. I am stronger than you. Even all this bad luck I got thrown my way didn't destroy me. So why do you think you can? You make me think again about my actions in the past and how bad people can be. But no, I won't give in to your negativity. Let the sun come in! I will burn you to the ground!