Days

As the days are progressing.
My head is still filled with fear.
Defeating it seems my only mission.
The big mission I should be on, is different.
The only big mission should be to recreate.
Thats what kept us here.
Without it, I wouldn't be.
Although it's not my mission.
I think ultimately it is my goal.
Lust leads up to this.
Love becomes that.
If I only get the chance.
Someday it will be my mission.
But for now, fear leads me.
In to another day of pain and regret.