Dear something.

Dear something.

I would want to ask you to erase some memories for me.
They are haunting me lately.
And while you're at it.
Can you erase this sickness I have running through me?
Make sure I can walk in 10 years from now?
Maybe give me some luck?
It would be very nice. :)
I paid my deuce.
In love and in life.
Dear, something, I want to stop for a long time now.
What is causing all this?
Is it me?
I'm drowning in fear and loneliness.
Doubt and oh, dear something, a lot more fear.
More than you could ever imagine.
And there was just one person that cared.
And that person seems to hate me now.
Can you please come up with some solution?
Because I also fear death.
A other solution maybe?
Some solution that nobody feels hurt from?
Cause my family wouldn't like it.
And I don't want to put my mom through that.
Maybe you could put something in my life that really cares?
Because I'm beginning to doubt people.
I hope I'm wrong, dear something, really.
I need something, right?